Forgetful

Note: Before I post this, I wrote this during I recognize all what to say in this article.

Most of old people are the most who experience memory lost. Yeah, that's normal when it comes in the matter of aging. I have been experienced not recognized by one of special person to me and that's my grandmother of my mother's side. I felt the sadness knowing that even the who is special person can't recognized me.

There comes a day I have learned about the Alzheimer's disease during the time I played "Brain Juice game" in my sister's mobile phone. I quickly stopped playing. There were many questions came on my mind. Imagine how does young person will survive in this kind of disease. What will be the feeling of the person having this disease and how himself/herself and the people around him/her handle this situation when it will come to us? How does it feel getting affected?

Few days ago, I frequently forgot many things. I don't know why? Maybe it's because of I'm so forgetful now. I don't know how it come? Maybe because of wanting to forget some of my bad memories. Until now I forget little things. I'm scared that I might forgot those persons whose been special and whose been part of my life too.


If ever the day will come that you will see me walking by and feels like don't know you, a '?' mark on me. So confusing, right? All I could say is SORRY. Sorry, you'll be the one to introduce yourself to me as if you want because I could even recognized you at all 'til the end of my life. But if I had the bitterness experience during the bad times with you, all might be fine if you will don't ever introduce yourself as well.

I am contented that you've been part of my life during those times we've been accompanied. Anyhow, before I forget these words. I wannna say Thank you for those times we've shared.


I started writing this January 14 and because of many things intended to accomplish and having this gap in my memory, I finished this January 16.